Love The Way You Lie.

Hi. So I woke at I cant really remember. I'm starting to forget a lot of important things now, I dont know why. hih. I think I woke up at 10 kot? Idk, sumah. Then bathed. And all. Ingat kan nak sekolah tapi tak jadi sebab demam. So I followed my gramma to send Intan at the airport. I slept in the car because tak larat langsung. Came back home and went upstairs online. Tengah online, phone jatuh, keypad rosak, macam babi ah. Skype dengan orang and then bathed again. I COULDNT REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED TODAY I MEAN SETENGAH BENDA JE KOT. URGHH ANNOYING AH. Keluar balik pukul 8 to fetch Intan back at KLIA. Then went home again. And I'm here. Nothing interesting happened. You texted me, and cakap I reply nak tak nak. My keypad rosak, I've told you. Then reply ni salah, reply tu salah. Fine certa takyah reply. Tahu lah kalau kau hilang aku pun kau tak kisah. Aku ni penting mana je en. okay then, bye.

Cleaning Out My Closet.

HI. Sorry I didnt post anything. I iz zo tired yesterday can literally die. Yesterday I woke up at 11AM I guess. Then mandi makan pergi sekolah. Nothing interesting actually. OH WAIT. Yesterday kan, during BM me, Syamimi and Arief played Taiti. Muka semua pokerface gila. HAHAHA. Then tiba tiba Arief dia main dgn newspaper. Syamimi lah, Dia prgi ambil nespaper tu buat jadi bola and asked Arief to letak macam boobs. HAHAH IT WAS FUNNY. We just said 'letakkan je' and Arief pergi buat stripping kat dpan class. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. EL OW EL. So yesterday ada match Singapore vs Malaysia kan? Singapore asyik asyik terbaring kat rumput, TAK CUKUP SUSU KE APA? Oh well. Harima Malaya 4lyf. Win or lose, tanah tumpanya darahku~ And and, yesterday ada ceramah Anti Rokok. I laughed, and I dont knw why, HAHAHHAHA. Then I got tired of laughing I fell asleep for a while. We didnt learned alot yesterday bcs teachers suruh buat kerja sendiri and we all were like 'TAITIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!' Gamma, Gamma. Hahaha best class ever. I cant really remember what happened yesterday. asdfghjkl. hm. okbye~

I'm No Superman

Hi. Well last night was pretty cool ... I had this argument with Nashuha last night like yeah. I cried a little bit. HAHHAHA KANTOI SIAL. Dah gaduh semua benda tiba tiba she said she wanted to meet me today. so I was like oh okay~ Then she texted me back at 1 AM I think? she said ' if youre reading this, DONT JUMPA ME TOMORROW I'LL TELL YOU ESK.' I was awake and replied that text and asked why, then she said ' oh I baked brownies for you but tak jadi, jadi keras macam batu, kalau baling kat anjing pun mati, tapi sedap ah' I WAS LAUGHING REALLY HARD!!! EPIC FAILURE. HASHAHHAAHHAAH. But I know Nashuha's brownies is the best brownies I've ever heard but not tasted yet. What, so its special to me okay. So I guess we're okay now (: Okay I woke up at 6.30AM today. And study sikit and text dgn Nashuha for a while and prgi tidur balik and woke up and 11AM, Mandi, Makan pergi sklh~ Sampai sekolah duduk kat perhimpunan. So En.Rosman berceramah about disiplin and stuff. Continued by Anti Dadah punya ceramah. I swear I didnt payed attention AT ALL. HAHAHHAHHAHA. Then tadi dalam class I played Taiti with my 2 Gammarians. I won. ALL THE GAME. well, kalah sekali je. HAHAHA. Then pergi class KH at Makmal Computer located at Block B, HEHEH MY FAVORITE. I just noticed that I havent do my KH notes just now. It scares the hell out of me. Pn. Roziana kot. Lucky thing she didnt want to check our note books. WOOO SAFE AGAIN. Teacher buat quiz and I was shitz, I iz dont know anything about KH yaww. So I buat buat to drop my pen. And i just duduk bawah meja computer for hours. HAHAH SANGGUP. Cikgu tak perasaan pun. HEHHE then masa cikgu cakap 'okay sampai situ je.kemas barang and boleh balik.' and I was screaming ' OH. BARU JUMPA PEN. WEE.' HAHAHAHA JAHAT NYA ARIESHA xD Pastu balik rumah, I went upstairs and as usual pergi my room and saw one fucking ugly monster on my bed. HAHAH JUST KIDDING. IT WAS INTAN. SHE'S BACK. WEEEEE~EHHHHH. I feel something's missing. Its been a while tak cakap dgn Syamimi. EH WHERE ARE YOU, MY LOVEEE? D: heh I miss you... ok bye~

Hi Ustazah Sharifah Sarham.

Supp. So today was .. okayy. Datang sekolah je semua 'ARIESHA, ARIESHA, ARIESHA' haha watlek watlek. Then semua nak ambil bag aku buat bantal pula, haha -.- The moment I eneterd 2 Gamma, I was like 'sup people~' and were like 'fuyoo fringe baru' haaa, babi lah. Surprisingly I didnt skipped any classes today. Thats a good start I guess. Ye lah kaki sakit memang ah tak jalan en ;p Then MATHS, almost kena marah with Puan Mariam. She was like checking my book and said to the whole class "okay, buka muka surat 87 buat lathina paper 2, soalan 4 dengan 5 skrg' and the whole class was like 'cikgu dah lama dah buat benda ni cikgu' I was shit, gahh, then ada orang like distracted cikgu. I WAS SAFE! haha. So I decided to go toilet, I mean I really need to, tak ada cikgu dalam class so keluar je lah. Fuck my legs. Tengah jalan, jumpa ustazah sharifah. ITS LIKE KENA MARAH EVERY PART KOT. NAME IT. SHOES. LENGAN. BUTTON SEMUA AH. HAHAHAHHAHA. Then finally went to toilet keluar toilet ada satu cikgu ni, I swear to god I never knw that teacher in my entire life. She was like ' apa itu imigrasi tempatan' and I was 'huh?'HAHAHAH. I never payed attention during Geo. Well who does in 2 gamma. Walked back to class peacefully. Was singing 'stereo hearts' and Melor got annoyed by me. I knw you love me, Melor :* HAHAHAHA. I'M SO MEAN TODAY. Masa balik was supposed to be seni, but Puan Norlia didnt came so our english teacher ganti. I played Taiti with the gamarians, HAHA MESTI AH AKU MENANG. HAHAHAH. Semua mcm tak puas hati I won, they were all like 'ish Ariesha main macam pukimak gila, nasib sial menang'HAHHAHAHA BENGANG KE BRO ;p TAITI FOR LIFE. Nampak En. Rosman je simpan semua. Hoohohoho. So Nashuha texted me today. Well it was ... awkward. Will be meeting her in front of 2 Gamma tomorrow, cause she said she wanted to give me something, its from her mom btw, Puan Salasiah~ Tah kiteorg pun tak tahu lah we're okay or not. Its just tergantung like that also can lah. HAHAHAH. ok. OHHHH!!!! My phone rosak. Cannot on my twitter, facebook or anything to do with social online stuff. Only can receive text message. I found my charger. I'm just getting weaker day by day~ bye~

Turn Me Up When You Feel Low.

Hi. so my previous post.. just forget about it. I'm tired of putting my hopes at someone. So today I went to Jakarta bcs I had an emergency stuff there. Pergi kejap je. Balik hari. Intan balik on Rabu. I dont feel good right now. I dont know why. I'm just not normal. Tomorrow, I'm going to school. Finally. Its been awhile tho. I have a lot of things in my mind right now but I just wanna keep that in my mind. Heh. I just wanna say something to someone right now. You shouldnt said sorry to me just now if you know that you're gonna hurt me again. I'm just saying. I just hate today. Its the worst day in my life. I wish I could go back where we used to be happy for each other, smiling and laughing for hours. But its just cant be that way anymore. Eventho we keep on trying, things couldnt work out like before. You've shouldnt treat me right before if you're gonna leave me this way. Because I gave all my hopes on you. Its just that you're the first person that made me happy for like, I cant forget all the happy moments. But people come and go in life. All we have to do is move on. You've got your friends and I'm just by my own like before. It was a nice experience with you. I mean, from there, I've learn a lot of things and I've grown stronger. I've never been ignored for like days. I've never hurt myself like this. To me now, pain is just something common. Ignorance is just like my new bestfriend. Thanks to you for making me stronger and heartless. The best part is, I've learnt to let go someone you really love in your life. I'm just heartless now. Enough said. Thanks for the memories. I'll never be the same if we ever meet again. Bye.

Wasted

I thought you were different than anyone else. I guess I was wrong. I just arrived KL from Jakarta and got a text from you. I was so excited because it was from you. But once I read I feel so.. idk. Everyone told me to leave you but I didnt cause I'd still trust you. Eventho I know that you lied or what. When we text, you'd always busy but I do understand. I know you're busy with your works and friends, I do. Remember last time bila you didnt text me I would go emo and all. Then you told me that you didnt like it, so I stopped. That one night we were laughing and happily texting each other. I was happy on that night. I swear to Allah. Then on Wednesday we texted but you were busy, then you texted me back a week after. Yeah a week after. I waited. Tak emo pun kat twitter. Bcs I know you'd hate it. You said that I treated people all the same, and make them feel special, and thought you were special but no? Everyone was annoyed by me. You know why? I keep talking about you all the time. It didnt make you special enough? I'd stare at my phone almost every one hour for your text. People keep telling me to leave you cause I dont deserve to be treated the way you treated me, but I didnt give a fuck about them at all. I never wanna lose you. You would think that I'd say that to everyone but no. When I said to you, I really do mean it. You just didnt realize. When I'm down. I thought you'd always be there for me, but someone else does and it wasnt you. And I was hoping you'd ask why. Nope, you didnt. I know that you have some other friends that more important than me. Bila dapat jumpa kat sekolah je mesti you would layan semua org except me. Its like I'm invisible. When I talk to you, you wouldnt give a shit about it, you wouldnt laugh, or smile, it hurts alot, I just dont want ruin your mood so diam je lah. But I just wished that you'd be there for me for at least once. When someone else like talk to me when I'm down, I just wished that person was you. When someone else treated me like IDK WHAT TO SAY, but I wished you treated me like that. But its okay. I cant do anything about it. So you want me to die now? okay fine. Go on and leave me. I'd appreciate whatever you've done for me. Everything. Thanks alot. Be happy without me. Dalam dunia ni ada 2 jenis org. First : orang yang bertuah. Second: orang yang bodoh macam aku ni. Tahu kenapa aku bodoh? because I'd do anything to make you happy but you didnt appreciate me. I just wasted my time just for you. But now that you met the juniors other than me. You just forget about me and starting have no time for me but for them. Dapat junior yang cool cool, kau lupa orang bodoh macam aku. Well I do know that I'm stupid, not cool enough for you, problematic kid and just menyusahkan hidup kau. I do have a thing that the lucky peoples dont. My heart. Aku ada hati, kau je tak nampak. I'm in serious pain. You just dont wanna see my heart. I was stupid for wasting my time on you.

You & Me

Hi there, people. Today is so tiring day but not as bad as yesterday lah. Today I woke at 10am. Then I was sleepy so I went back to sleep and woke up at 12.30pm. Then Intan entered my room and said '' jom pergi shopping kat sunway.'' and I was like, fuq. Hahaha. I just noticed that I didnt buy any Vans for like forever. I've only got one vans for my entire life. Okay so I decided to go Sunway just to buy a new Vans and teman Intan shopping, again. Keluar rumah pukul 2pm. Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you guys. I was supposed to go Jarkata tomorrow with Intan. But ada orang tu tak kasi kita pergi, dia kata if I go to Jarkata, she'll merajuk with me for two weeks. I dont wanna take the risks so I begged Mama not go. She said ok but with one condition. I. Have. To. Cut. My. Fringe. Fuq. Yes, shitz. So Intan took me for a haircut first of all. I literally die inside when I saw my fringe dah gone. Yes, it was a sad day. After that off to Sunway Pyramid. Sampai sampai, Intan wanted to go to Cotton On. She said, she just wanna see only, not buy. End up, beli 6 T-shirt at Cotton On. Never trust a Stewardess. Note that. Then we went to Charles & Keith. Intan bought a pair of shoes. I STILL TAK DAPAT BELI APA APA. ISH. Finally, we went to Vans, I bought 2 pairs of shoes. I'm so happy, can literally die. So Intan's going to Jarkata tomorrow for a week without me. Hahaha sebab tu lah shopping sakan. Masa otw balik, we kinda have this convo

Intan: esok Tan nak pergi Jarkata,and you're following me, ish sapa lah nak tolong angkat kan shopping bags Intan nanti.
Me: ACAI.
Intan: watlek watpeace. so nak apa apa tak nanti?
Me: You know what I love. Shoes. Watches. Belikan tau.
Intan: boleh, bak mari duit hang dulu, tak termasuk Tan punya 'TAX'
Me: Berapa tax Intan?
Intan: 1 barang 20 ringgit.
Me: takpa ah. 20 ringgit aku boleh beli BIS untuk 1 bulan kot -.-
Intan: hehehe.
Me: eh, haritu kan Iesha belajar psl makanan bekal kat KH. I cooked Macaroni & cheese. want me to make for you and pack kan for your bekal esok or not? ;p
Intan: taknak ah. cheese kot. mana tahan, makan nanti sakit perut pula.
Me: where got lah, kalau Intan makan sakit perut, itu bukan salah makanan tu, maybe its because of your retarded perut, nothing to do with my food~
Intan: k.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAH WOOOO. okay so thats all. bye.

Madness.

Hi there! today sumpah penat. So firstly I went to KLIA with Intan because she wanted to buy flight tickets to Jarkata. Yes I am going to Jarkata. Shitz, not cool brahh. Samapi KLIA around 2 like that. Then she went to MAS office sbb dia kan stewardess so ticket murah lah. Okay settle lah flight tickets. So next stop to KLCC. Otw nak pergi sana jam gila babi macam babi terlepas. Then Intan and me was like complaining sbb tak dapat parking for ONE FUCKING HOUR. Then dapat parking rasa macam bersyukur tahap nak buat majlis kesyukuran kat situ. So its just me and Intan. Aku bawak RM500 je prgi sana. Intan RM2000. Sumpah Intan shopping macam babi. Dia shopping macam orang tak pernah beli baju. Dari pukul 4pm sampai pukul 10pm au. Every kedai dia masuk, dia MESTI beli satu benda. Before that, pagi tadi dia beli Ipad 2. Babi betul. pastu spend RM2000 kat KLCC. Aku dalam hati berdoa that duit minyak nak balik dgn makan cukup sudah. So RM500 aku, I bought a new school bag at Converse. A new pair of shoes at Addidas. so thats all. Oh beli top up sekali. Dah lah battery habis. Tgh sedap text dgn org, battery habis. Then pukul 10.30 keluar dari KLCC. To me its like baru keluar dari hell, sumpah penat tahap gaban. Ingatkan nak balik dah. Then kiteorg prgi Rasta kat Taman Tun for dinner. Well actually, bukan dinner, Intan wanted to lepak with her friends and stuff. Aku dia bagi makan roti canai dengan teh o' ice limau je. Dah lah I didnt eat anything for breakfast and lunch -.- Dalam pukul 12 AM, dia baru rasa PENAT and baru tahu nak BALIK. I swear to god, tak nak prgi keluar dgn Intan if she got a lot of money, aku lah tukang angkat plastic bag dia semua, bukan ringan au. Biasa lah, ACAI. Hahaha. okay thats all today. Bye.

Written In The Stars.

Hi everyone. I don't feel good today so yeah. I woke up at 9 am today. I went downstairs and no one was there. Then Intan called. She said she's at One Utama with mama. And I was like.. wtf you guys left me -.- I asked diorg buat apa kat situ, then she said: Oh just nak pergi beli Ipad. I thought it was a joke until she came back home with her new Ipad. Yes I am jealous. Paqiu for that. So Intan felt guilty, she said after this she's gonna take me to KLCC to buy new shoes or something. So yeah, I'm going out later. But I seriously don't have any mood. You don't wanna know why. Well if you're reading this. You know who you are aite? yeah okay. That's all I guess. Bye. I'm sorry. Seriously takda mood do.

One More Time.

So its Friday. I didnt go to school for 2 days. Memang nak kena dapat warning letter lagi lah en ;p. I woke up around 9 am sbb twitter ada org mention mcm sial je. Tgk tgk Ain Ashraf dgn Sabrina tweet mention aku, SPAM -.- then tidur balik. then pukul 12 lebih baru bangun balik sbb ada org hantar afternoon text. Hihi, thanks for waking me up mermaid :) Then after that mandi and all siap siap, went luch at Damansara. Had chicken rice for lunch. Then off to SS15 pergi popmyberry cari cover bb baru. After that pergi ambil Intan kat airport. I slept for an hour. She played with my phone and took a picture of me masa aku baru bangun tidur and she was like ' I AM SO GONNA POST THIS AT TWITTER AND SEND IT TO YOUR FRIENDS HAHHA. KAU TGH TXT SAPA. AKU NAK HANTAR JAP.' and I was like shit, no. Pastu pergi minum cendol masa nak otw balik rumah. Intan was so annoying in the car. Finally arrived home. i went upstairs to charge my phone and went online. Tiba tiba Intan entered my room and we were having this convo.

Intan: Intan beli chocolate kat airport and then dapat free perfume. *sprays around my room*
Me: oh. dude stop spraying that perfume. eh wait tak bau apa apa pun
Intan: ADA LAH. HIDUNG DAH EXPIRED MCM TU AH. *continue spraying the perfume*
Me: K DAH BAU. KELUAR LAH. ISH.
Intan: nah ambil ah perfume ni.
Me: what for? I dont wear perfume lah, I'm naturally wangi :D
Intan: tah buat je lah apapap. kalau bosan main je lah dgn perfume ni, keep on spraying sampai dah tak bosan.

susah hidup bila dapat aunty yang duduk sebumbung dengan aku, haha -.- Soooooo ... I've got nothing to say now. Bye (:

This one's for you, Mermaid.

Hi there. I'm sorry I can't speak mermaid language): okay look, I'm gonna make a post just for you about how guilty I am yesterday.

I'm sorry I didn't talk to for a long time. Its not that I don't want to or I forgot about you, no. I've already told you aite yesterday why. So, that one day without. I FEEL SO LONELY AND LIFELESS, B. You made my smile like the last smile I have. And that's why I love you, Syamimi Amiruddin(: