Turn Me Up When You Feel Low.

Hi. so my previous post.. just forget about it. I'm tired of putting my hopes at someone. So today I went to Jakarta bcs I had an emergency stuff there. Pergi kejap je. Balik hari. Intan balik on Rabu. I dont feel good right now. I dont know why. I'm just not normal. Tomorrow, I'm going to school. Finally. Its been awhile tho. I have a lot of things in my mind right now but I just wanna keep that in my mind. Heh. I just wanna say something to someone right now. You shouldnt said sorry to me just now if you know that you're gonna hurt me again. I'm just saying. I just hate today. Its the worst day in my life. I wish I could go back where we used to be happy for each other, smiling and laughing for hours. But its just cant be that way anymore. Eventho we keep on trying, things couldnt work out like before. You've shouldnt treat me right before if you're gonna leave me this way. Because I gave all my hopes on you. Its just that you're the first person that made me happy for like, I cant forget all the happy moments. But people come and go in life. All we have to do is move on. You've got your friends and I'm just by my own like before. It was a nice experience with you. I mean, from there, I've learn a lot of things and I've grown stronger. I've never been ignored for like days. I've never hurt myself like this. To me now, pain is just something common. Ignorance is just like my new bestfriend. Thanks to you for making me stronger and heartless. The best part is, I've learnt to let go someone you really love in your life. I'm just heartless now. Enough said. Thanks for the memories. I'll never be the same if we ever meet again. Bye.